Cm was being sooo irritating last night ! He called me almost 10 times or more in the middle of the night. I was pissed so I turned off my phone. PADAN MUKA !! The next day, he told me that the reason was, he was BORED and has nothing better to do. Thanks alot lahh ehh...
TODAY ! Went to my aunt house in the morning. Then when I came back, no one was at home. Text dad where were they and he said that they went to send adik to KK Hospital. I was right ! Adik is suffering from hand foot mouth disease.
Mum asked me to tagged along and eat outside. So I did. Bought kain for my uniform. Then, also bought kain for raya next year. Its dark blue. (:
Just now mum told me something while I was busy on comp. She told me that, this old friend of mine, cut himself just because his mother dont like him be friends with girl(s). I was shocked to hear that from mum. I dont understand why would he do such things. I thought he's an optimistic person. But yeah, his mother seems not to like me either. From her first impression of me since I was 7 back then, I know, she doesn't likes me.
He's a good child. In fact, I salute his good attitudes towards EVERYONE ! Tak cukup lagi ke cik ? I pitied him so much. Anyway, maybe what your mother did was because she loves you so much. And she's afraid if she let you go, you wont have time for her anymore. Well, every mother loves her child afterall. Achey ! Mariam berbual macam faham.
By any chance, if I can help or even talk to you, I will and am looking forward for it. Friend, dont be too depress ! (:
Labels: riiky tenjo.
First impression. Urgh ! I hate first impression. For me, most probably, they'll say the bad ones more than the good ones. I'm not expecting them to judge me good. But most people would want themselves to have a good impression right ? Let's just forget about it.
It has been 2 days straight of having hard to sleep. I will only feel tired when it's around 2am. But no, I still cant sleep. In the end, I'll feel drowsy and lousy in the morning. Tsk tsk.
I was otp with cm last night, accompanying him waiting for his friend. Then I asked him to say hi for me to his friend. He refused. Waahh, sombong perh taknak share share kawan dengan aku ? Then I heard his friend said, "You talking to who ? Girlfriend ar ?" Then he answered, "No lahh. Where got ?" I laughed and menyampuk, "He's talking to kambing ! Baa baa..." Cm told me that he text his friend awhile ago that he was talking to his girlfriend. Then I said, kesian... Matair kau kambing rupanya. Tak pernah aku tahu. Kirim salam kambing yerr...
TODAY ! Went to school for STE results. No, I didn't feel anything throughout the day. Even last night. The only thing that played on my mind was, sure one, only 2 subjects I pass. Yang lain confirm hancur. But when I opened my result slip, it proved me wrong. I didn't believe what I saw. Only 1 subject I failed. One ! O-N-E ! ONE ! And I've got a total of 29 points. Alhamdulillah... Cant believe I've done well. Though, not as good as Wani and Sakinah. But I DID WELL !
With that kind of result, it moved me to achieve better for my Os. Though, I'm not that confident, I'll try my best. I did the same thing for STE actually. Not that confident. Study also like so so only. I guess, hafal-ing ukhrawi subjects are more easier then. Regret ?? Why should I ?? I'm satisfied with what I'd achieved. I'm not greedy. (:
Anyway,
Selamat Tahun Baru Ma'al Hijrah to ALL MUSLIMS !! ((:
Labels: riiky tenjo.

Hello !! I felt happy plus jumpy yesterday. Oke, apa ehh maksud ?? Hahaha.
I'm supposed to wake up early but I kept telling myself, "5 minutes more, 5 minutes more !" Ended up, I woke up at 9am sharp. I bathed, get ready and off I went to Bishan to meet Shaz. I was early. As early as 10.45am. But she was late. As late as 11.30am. Tsk tsk. Ruq was at Irsyad already and she really cannot take it waiting for me because of Shaz. So she fetch me at Bishan. We bought our breakfast+lunch at mcd while waiting for Shaz. When she came, we decided to drag her along as a punishment ! Though she was supposed to meet me just to pass me the money.
Again, I dunno why were we there. Mokhsin asked us to crash their Student Leaders' camp. And something about interviewing them throughout the whole camp and so. Aljunied facis were there too. Hesy... What I can say is, I feel like macam daa kamcing dengan dorang dorang semua. Hahaha !
Amal tagged along in the afternoon. We then went to melantak at Bishan again. Along with us, Jabbar. Eat eat eat. Laugh laugh laugh. Then we all went back. Except for me and Ruq. We went to Vivo City. Ruq is meeting her family there while I waiting for cm. YESS, he's back !! Tuhh pasal aku rasa macam dunia aku bising semacam ! LOL.
Accompanied him eat at Banquet then lepak at rooftop. After that, home sweet home. (:
TODAY ! Early in the morning I received a text from a number which I dont recognise. The person then said that he's one of my friend's friend. Then I got pissed off when he mentioned the name. Ofcourse lahh, siapa yang tak bingit kalau orang main pass pass number kat orang lain ?? The person who text me think it'll work out between me and his friend and persuades me about how his friend really likes me. WTH ??
Last last, I said that I already in a relationship and asked them not to disturb me anymore. Then, JENG JENG JENG !!! Terus senyap lahh seyy tuhh 2 malaon !! HAHAHAHAHA !!!!
Anyway, terus terang aku cakap, I hate someone whom I knew for only a few days, then suddenly the person says that he likes me or whatsoever. It doesn't make sense and its ridiculous ! I experienced it once and I want no more ! (:
Lastly, HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO MUHAMMAD NURALIF !! Though, I'm not really close to you and even hardly talk to you, but just a simple wish to tell you that you're not forgotten. It's the thought that counts ! (:
Labels: riiky tenjo.

He's the one with the
green pants. Mar means damage but Mir means dragon ! (:
I'm bored. Super bored, seriously !! I didn't contact Jessica like she asked me to as I was plain lazy to go out. Didn't even reply her e-mail. LOL. Mariam very evil ! No lahh, what I mean is, its up to them lahh to decide when to meet up. Why me seyy ?? Tsk tsk.
Facebook-ing all day. Like no life like that. Maybe tomorrow I'll go out. Anyway, I haven't finish my homeworks seyy. School opens soon ! Aaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhh !!!! Let's PANIC !!!!! For what ?? O level lahh what else ?? *hide under the table* How I wish I could be like Peter Pan and live at Neverland for the rest of my life ! Hesy...
I love the way love but I hate the way I'm suppose to love both of you back. Move on. Get a life.
Labels: riiky tenjo.
My life suddenly turns dark today. Didn't go for kendarat as my face is getting worst. Actually, tangan jek yang gatal asyik nak kopek kulit. Last last, I decided not to go as my face is half black half white.
Tried to contact Fad to tell her that I'm not coming for kendarat. Rupa-rupanya, she went to JB ! Patutlahh tak reply message aku. Haiyo ! Anyway, $40, BURNED !! Tsk tsk.
So the whole day, I rot at home and continued peeling off my skin. Dahh macam kopek kulit kentang pulak. Oke, crap !
Cm went already for his holiday with family. Pagi-pagi buta dahh message aku cakap selamat tinggal lahh apa lahh. Sungguh tak penting. Pape pun, have a save journey ! (:
Anyway, I'm bored. Ain and cm went for a holiday. Next week, Shaz. Then me ?? I also wanna go holiday seyy... *sob sob* Bey pergi, balik lama pulak tuhh. I'm very lonely here.... Takde orang nak kacau aku. Takde orang aku nak kacau. LOL.
JoJo by SHINee. (:Labels: riiky tenjo.
Outing with cousins yesterday was great !! We meet at Maman's crib and waited for Hani to come. Wait wait wait, then when she arrived, off we went to Wild Wild Wet.
From the bottom of heart, I should say, I was sooooooooooo paisey lahh !! Most of the lifegaurds were matmat. And I suddenly felt like so selenge. So I decided to look like as if I'm 14. We had rides on Ular-lah many times. Simply, we had so much fun lahh.
Now my face is as red as a tomato. Sunburn lahh seyy. I've been too long under the hot sun I guess. Its burning and its very painful. Tsk tsk.
Next week, we're planning on going to Theme Park. (:
I dunno. It sounds weird but am I the only one who feel it ?? Feel that somethings not right ?? Cm wants me to follow him on a family trip to JB. I was shocked at the first place. But I just gave some reasons not to go as what their parents might think of me if I go. I'm just a nobody. So why should I go, right ??
Then we talk talk otp. I asked something like if he dont like that someone what he'll do. Then he said that he'll layankan ajer. I was like, what if its happening to me ?? But I didn't speak out the piece of my mind. Then I asked him again, why dont he ajak his other close friends to JB with his family. He asked me back, am I one of his close friends. I said, I dunno. Then he laughed and said, dunno means that I'm one of them too. Tsk tsk.
Anyway, today cm asked me out. I thought we're going on a movie date this Monday ?? Haiyo ! He said he didn't know when he's coming back from JB. So dont know if he'll make it. Muka tengah macam sotong hangus, nak suruh jumpa ?? I'd rather stay at home. Haish... I didn't go and meet him. Too tired lahh seyy.
Tomorrow and Sunday I got kendarat. Dunno if I manage to do all the work. Coz I'm still so very tired. And my skin still
RED ! I would scare people off at the majlis. I hope not, please.
That's all for today. Love Mir... <3
Labels: riiky tenjo.
After watching the making of New Moon last night, aku terdorong untuk menonton that movie. So, in the morning, text masam and manis. Plan, plan, plan. At last, cancelled.
So ended up, went to meet cm at Vivo City. Yeah ! He wasn't late just now. Walk, walk, walk. Then bought some cheap tidbits. Took 65 to go nowhere. Then I was like, counting counting and planned to watch New Moon. Both of us were broke actually. I count count again and said, nevermind, my treat !
So we dropped off at Orchard Cineleisure.
Overall the movie was like 5 out of 10 ?? There's too many parts that they cut off. Plus, its too draggy. Orang yang baru nak tengok cerita tuhh wouldn't understand the whole purpose of that movie. Luckily I've read all the 4 books of Twilight Saga. And I should say, I prefer to read the books than watching the movie.
Cm was asking me this and that and I was like ay storyteller laa seyy. Tsk tsk.
We then went to eat at Far East Plaza. We hurried and off we went to Bugis. Walking, AGAIN ! Actually, it was my idea. LOL. Went to one of the phone shops at Bugis Junction and showed him the phone that I wanted. He said not nice lahh apa lahh. Suka hati kau lahh nak. Yang nak beli, aku. Bukan kau !
I managed to control my emotions today. Yay !! And I dunno how. Hahaha. I'm proud of myself. Hurray to Mariam !! ((:
Labels: riiky tenjo.